I’m in a mess
What is going on today?
Why am I acted that way?
Is that really me?
Is the reason to behave like that ever exists anyway?
I am just making things up, rite?
Have I?
I don’t know anything anymore now

I’m ending the tiring day with swollen red eyes

Am I really in pain?
Oh yes, I feel the pain. Excruciate in my heart.
But is it really because of reason I said?
I don’t know what just happened earlier
I’m such a mess

And now in the dark of the night
My eyes still swollen and blurry
And feeling like walking in a maze
Trap in my own heart, lost in my mind

I can’t even remember a glance of what was happening today
Just a blink of short memories,
Cut in very small pieces
A heartache; a reason [or an excuse];
A long-tiring conversation;
Someone heart having new burden from me
And someone being push to the edge again... by me

After that the rest are history
I don’t remember anything anymore
Just a huge regretful feeling linger around in my heart…
I really am…
Mianhaeyo~~